Jacklynn (shefallsapart16) wrote in xhelpxwantedx,
Jacklynn
shefallsapart16
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I wanna be nothing to you but I want you to be everything to me.

I wrote this. Don't know why I'm posting it in here. I'm bored. Please keep it in here though. Comment if you'd like if not that's fine too. It's under the cut so you don't have to read it. Thanx.

<3Jacki


               Sometimes I wanna scream until I lose my voice.


And I feel so lost inside myself.


I'm claustrophobic in big spaces.


Contridicted and so confused but that's nothing new.


I'm broken, stuck together, glued together with your sense of


perfection.


I'm haunted by everything I know.


And every word that slips through your lips is poison to my ears.


And I fear that I'm losing grip of this iceberg with my butter hands.


             So I speak in broken sentences full of wasted words.


And I've never been the type to smile constantly.


But I can fake a smile and tell you what you want to hear.


I'm sorry I will only be a photocopy of your paper dream.


                I'm surrounded by your glass promises.


I trip and then I fall, they shadder all around me.


I'm bleeding on yesterday's reverie.


You lift me up and let me fall, the ground is getting closer now.


I hold dearly the tomorrows of today and close my eyes and let it all


fall away.


Every fear in me is ripped away and the ground fades into past.


I've found the antidote to you and that's me.


I bite down deep onto the bridge between my wishes and my truth


and find you standing there surrounded by all your glass promises and


paper dreams.


You can't escape what you grip tightly.


           So I speak in broken sentences full of wasted words.


And I've never been the type to smile constantly.


But I can fake a smile and tell you what you want to hear.


I'm sorry I will only be a photo copy of your paper dream.

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